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Still Life with Onions: An Excerpt from Too Much World, Not Enough Chocolate

Van Gogh ate his paint
worked quickly
and died

he was so sloppy so hungry
he couldn’t wait to free his palette
cover his canvases thick

he couldn’t wait for chrome-yellow love
infinite night-sky blue
to dry

he had to lick his light fresh.

as I cut onions into chunks—
never delicate, translucent slices—
coming down hard at irregular angles
gouging the board
mixing wood splinters in

I think about the unusual way
I’m told I have with a knife.

I bet Vincent tore into his bread
left his teeth marks in wedges of cheese
completely neglected on countless occasions
to clean up after himself.

and what’s wrong with big chunks of onion?
the savage charge of having to eat?

eyes burning, tears streaming
I see through it all—

the last temptation of light.

previously published in the Liberty Hill Poetry Review

Too Much World, Not Enough Chocolate

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Too Much World, Not Enough Chocolate by Peggy Landsman

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Too Much World, Not Enough Chocolate

by Peggy Landsman

Publication Date: 15 October 2024
Nightingale & Sparrow Press

Genre: Poetry

Too Much World, Not Enough Chocolate begins (in the aptly named, Part One) with the poet vividly recalling her experiences in the second half of the twentieth century, including growing up with Holocaust survivors, living like a hermit in the woods, protesting the Vietnam War, living and working abroad in Israel, Yugoslavia, Japan, and China; and always responding to sexism, which she understands to be ubiquitous. The last lines of the opening poem sum up the complexity of her feelings: “At the beginning of the twenty-first century/the thing that still amazes me/is how easily I startle.”

In Part Two, the poet explores the joys and sorrows of personal relationships between friends, family members, and lovers, as well as the deep and magical connection she experiences to her own imagination and art. All the poems in Part Two contain images of particular foods, and through the alchemy of poetry, by the time we get to the last lines of the last poem in the collection, we see the everyday event of eating a bagel transformed into an epiphany: “… the hole in the bagel’s enough/love finds its way/through Openness.”

Most of the 62 poems in this collection are written in free verse, but a couple of ghazals and a pantoum do put in an appearance.

Excerpts

The Powers of Twelve

Still Life with Onions

Advance Reviews

It’s the music, the intelligence, and all the good food in these poems; the looking back, and within, the looking twice, and three times, the looking around with wonder; the feminism, the Jewishness; the playfulness; the nods to Allen Ginsberg, Vincent Van Gogh, and other writers, artists, thinkers; and finally, the accessibility and honesty of the voice in these wistful, colloquial, entertaining poems that make Peggy Landsman’s Too Much World, Not Enough Chocolate a first full-length collection to not only write home about but to bring home—in your hands—and serve up its deliciousness to your poetry-starved loved ones. — Paul Hostovsky, author of Mostly and Pitching for the Apostates

Too Much World, Not Enough Chocolate is a compelling collection of poems that delves into the intricate facets of human existence against the tumultuous backdrop of global turmoil, effectively conveying a profound sense of hope and resilience. Peggy Landsman discovers solace within the realm of literature, utilizing it as a guiding compass to navigate the world’s complexities. The poems serve as a powerful catalyst, urging introspection and encouraging readers to question the narratives presented to us, ultimately fostering a quest for a more profound comprehension of our roles in shaping history. — Michal Mahgerefteh, Poetica Magazine, Editor

Peggy Landsman’s poems are salty-sweet, with a depth of flavor you can really sink into. Too Much World, Not Enough Chocolate is magically delicious! The poet engages you in her own very personal ball game: “I’m ready at last to reclaim my world,/this ball that I throw back to you.” And, as you read, if you follow her advice to “ring your belly button/see if you’re home,” you may find yourself in a different world, strange yet familiar, weird and welcoming at the same time. — Jessy Randall, author of Mathematics for Ladies: Poems on Women in Science

About the Author

Peggy Landsman is the author of two poetry chapbooks, Our Words, Our Worlds (Kelsay Books, 2021) and To-wit To-woo (Foothills Publishing, 2008). Too Much World, Not Enough Chocolate is her first full-length collection. She lives in South Florida where she swims in the warm Atlantic Ocean every chance she gets.

coming october 23

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Myalgic Encephalomyelitis by Eira Stuart

coming march 2023

Myalgic Encephalomyelitis

by Eira Stuart

Publication Date: 21 March 2023
Nightingale & Sparrow Press

Genre: Poetry

M.E. is arguably the most stigmatized illness of this century! It stands for Myalgic Encephalomyelitis which means inflammation of the brain and spine with muscle pain Prof. Malcolm Hooper). It is a neurological-immune disease comparable with MS and polio Dr Bryron Hyde, Nightingale Foundation Canada).

However, a lack of research and funding have caused this biomedical disease to be stigmatised as a psychological/ psychiatric disorder for decades by some members of the medical profession, until research in recent years has begun to substantiate the organic biomedical nature of this disease for which formal recognition and policy changes were gained in 2015 (USA) and 2021 (UK).

I have dedicated this collection solely to raising awareness of this disease through my own journey and personal experience, in the hopes of shining a ray of understanding in to the metaphorical and literal darkness associated with this disease. It’s my most fervent aspiration to contribute to the paradigm shift regarding perception and understanding of this condition. While policies and clinical guidelines have formally changed, attitudes and perspectives have not yet fully caught up on a mainstream scale. This is a necessary breakthrough if patients are to have the medical, social, and community support they greatly deserve and require.

This collection is a labour of seven years. I began writing these poems in the dark while I was blind and paralysed in a nursing home, memorising them, then dictating them letter by letter through tracing on my carers hands over weeks, sometimes only managing a word a day. Sometimes with weeks of rest in between. To have them now in print to share with you is nothing short of miraculous and I’m truly grateful. I hope you find value, insights, and understanding in my creative offering.

About the Author

Eira Stuart is passionate about social justice and has written extensively in support of M.E. patient advocacy as guest writer for the M.E. Association. Her article M.E.; A Conundrum in Care has recently been published in nurse Gregg Crowhurst’s (a well regarded advocate nurse and expert on M.E. care) guide on M.E. care: More Notes for Carers.

Eira Stuart

Eira’s recent literary publications include featured micro poetry in Nightingale and Sparrow’s “Heat” issue press release, publication in an anthology entitled Screaming from the Silence, in support of victims of domestic violence (Vociferous Press 2020), But You Don’t look sick, an anthology to raise awareness of invisible chronic illnesses such as M.E. and Fibromyalgia (Indie Blu(e), Jand a nonfiction series of reflections on unity conscious entitled Eudaimonia. She has two published poetry collections: Sophistry (2012) and Metanoia (2020).

Eira has been nominated for Sundress Presses Best of the Net Anthology 2020 and short-listed at The Brit Writers Awards 2010.

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Valley Girls Become Valley Women by E. Oliver

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Valley Girls Become Valley Women

by E. Oliver

Publication Date: 20 February December 2023
Nightingale & Sparrow Press

Genre: Poetry

In an exploration of queer womanhood, Valley Girls Become Valley Women traces its narrator’s struggle to define herself in a space populated by female lovers, relatives, and friends. The enclosed poems weave together childhood traumas, teenage sexual awakenings, and adult anxieties, documenting both a burgeoning queer identity and growing familial expectations. At its core, the collection pulls on ties between women, unraveling the complexities of femininity in the process. The narrator finds herself continually defined by her mother, sister, grandmothers, aunts, and lovers, even as she fails to see remnants of herself within them. Although encapsulating a—rather than the—experience of queer American womanhood, Valley Girls Become Valley Women reflects a ubiquitous longing to understand and be understood without relinquishing one’s sense of self.

The collection travels chronologically from childhood to young adulthood, following its narrator from grade-school field trips to sex-talks over cocktails. Its 62 pages are undeniably a series of love letters to Southern California (if scorched a bit around the edges). The narrator’s life plays out over pitchers of lemonade, in lawns of plastic flamingos, and under brilliant Los Angeles sunsets. In the valley, she hears the stories of her mother and grandmothers and sketches a new one of her own.

About the Author

E. Oliver

E. Oliver (she/her) is a poet and short fiction author based in California. She received her BA in history from CSU Northridge and her MA in history from UC Riverside, where she focused on queerness, gender, and sexuality in Early California. Examples of her work can be found in FUNGI Magazine, Columbia Journal, Stonecoast Review, and Capsule Stories. Her latest poetry chapbook, Homing Pigeon, was released by Louisiana Literature Press in 2022.

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Sagiquarius: An excerpt from Aquarius Rising

I often read those predictions in the magazines
And look for our signs
Sagittarius, Aquarius

And then it all blends into each other
After a while
Much like we do

We encountered one another during chaos
Created love in a sea of fire
Felt the chill of ice and still built a friendship
Remained connected even by a tenuous rope

And then it all blends into each other
After a while
Love, friendship, chaos, fire, ice

I sometimes wonder
When I spread myself open wide
In more ways than one
What you think of when you see me in my most vulnerable state

Because it all blends into each other
After a while
Being open and ready, willing to give and receive

Even as state lines and time zones
And your own damaged brain and my baggage
Weigh us down and threaten us with combustion
We still manage to salvage each other from the blast

And as it all blends into each other
After a while
Where you end, I begin, and you begin where I end

I often wonder if you’re ready to be inside me
As I am, inside of you
To enter the portal into the divine
The portal that takes and gives in equal measure
Much like you and I do

And I often wonder if they’ll ever make a section in the magazines
Dedicated to our more imperfect union

I often wonder if there is such a thing as a Sagiquarius
Or if it’s only something
That you and I
Create

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Aquarius Rising by Bernadette R. Giacomazzo

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Aquarius Rising

by Bernadette R. Giacomazzo

Publication Date: 13 December 2022
Nightingale & Sparrow Press

Genre: Poetry

Veteran entertainment journalist Bernadette Giacomazzo takes readers
through the rise – and fall – of a once-loving, all-consuming relationship.

About the Author

Bernadette Giacomazzo is a veteran entertainment journalist whose work has been featured in People, Teen Vogue, Us Weekly, The Los Angeles Times,
The NY Post, & more. She is also the SEO Manager at Blavity, Inc., the CEO of G-Force Marketing & Publicity, & a film & TV executive.

coming december 2022
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Invictus. Lux Aeterna. An Author Statement by Bernadette Giacomazzo

Dear Reader:

I write this author statement on November 29, 2022 — my 45th birthday — about two weeks before Aquarius Rising, my first-ever (and, possibly last-ever) poetry chapbook hits the proverbial stands.

And on this day, I woke up and wrote two words, which will set the tone for the 45th chapter of my life: Invictus. Lux Aeterna. It means “Invincible” and “Eternal Light,” respectively. 

Fitting, given all I’ve been through…which is worthy of a memoir, not a poetry chapbook.

Aquarius Rising is but a small sliver of my life — a few pages in one chapter of the memoir, if you will — but it’s one that I’m both glad I went through…and glad it’s behind me. No matter what has tried to break me, I’ve always emerged like a phoenix — and the basis of this chapbook is no different. It’s a writer’s inalienable right to plunder his/her own life for fodder for their work — so what better basis for my poetry than my own life?

Since I was 16 years old — a time when grunge was all the rage, when Daria Morgendorffer was my idol, and when I began experimenting with makeup that made me look like Brandon Lee in The Crow — I’ve wanted to write poetry, but could never write something heartfelt and passionate enough to be worthy of publication. (And believe me, I tried.) 

It’s that girl that’s celebrating today — well, as much as a teenager in the 1990s saddled with ennui and playing Mother Love Bone’s “Stardog Champion” and “Crown of Thorns” ad infinitum until the cassette tape wore out would be celebrating. You might say she’s smiling on the inside.

And, in turn, it’s the 45-year-old woman that’s smiling back at her…on the outside…telling her to keep going, to never give up, to live life in fifth gear speeding down the Autobahn, and to turn tragedy into testimony…and pain into art. It is, after all, her inalienable right.

Invictus. Lux Aeterna.

Aquarius Rising

Bough Break by Jessica Hudson

coming june 2024

Bough Break

by Jessica Hudson

Publication Date: 4 June 2024
Nightingale & Sparrow Press

Genre: Poetry

Accumulating moments that force the speaker to reconsider her childhood expectations, Bough Break attempts to maintain a sense of kindness toward the delirious grown-up world and the strange, sharp people who stay long after they make their impressions. Through the confluence of memory, media, and the meticulous eye of the speaker, each poem disturbs a moment of calm in a young girl’s world—a disturbance that creates a sudden overwhelming awareness of the delineation between self and other, care and apathy, dependence and separation. These are the moments right before the cradle falls, when the baby realizes she’s in a tree and the branch beneath her is cracking.

Jessica Hudson

About the Author

Jessica Hudson received her MFA in Creative Writing from Northern Michigan University, where she worked as an associate editor for the literary magazine Passages North. Her work has been published in CHEAP POP, Fractured Lit, The Pinch, So To Speak, and West Trade Review, among others. She currently lives in Albuquerque, New Mexico, where she writes and reads creative nonfiction beside her snoring black cat. Read more of her work at jessicarwhudson.wixsite.com/poet.

inside the pale by Christine Brooks

coming march 2024

inside the pale

by Christine Brooks

Publication Date: 19 March 2024
Nightingale & Sparrow Press

Genre: Poetry

inside the pale is a collection of poems that was inspired by, or written in, Ireland. This collection includes poems about life and all that life offers us as we travel together. It contains poems about life when life is hard as well as life when it is full of love and togetherness. It contains, within the safety of the covers, secrets, truths and hope.

Christine Brooks

About the Author

Christine Brooks holds her M.F.A. from Bay Path University in Creative Nonfiction. She has two books of poetry available, The Cigar Box Poems and beyond the paneling. Her first fiction novel, Tambo Man, will be released in 2023. She lives in the Pacific Northwest with her very opinionated dog, Clancy.